I forgot most of today's points.

But FoodPorn and The PPK allways serve to bring smiles.
As do discussions of BDSM.
Also a woman called in and asked to place a suggestion about replacing the milk with soymilk <3
It's been a slow day and tomorow is a holiday which means I get double time in a half. :SMILES:
:D:D:D:D:D
I'm not such a fan of this blog having a white background as when I type it has a black and well all the colours look better this way.
Also Gwyn called in to work today, which was fun and unexpected. She got me on the first try too, and is picking me up from work!! <3<3<3<3!
Course I don't wanna get fired but this one time was fun.
Also last night I got to Jason before his B-day and hung out with him and Jess which rocked. Superstore has never been so fun/cool. And Silent movie acting!
:dramatic eye bat:
I bought loads of stuff >.<>
Biker Mice From MArs for PS2!!!
And Castlevania the good one!! <3
I love getting to see them again, I also had loads of real person e-mails today (allways happy times)

So thanks 2 :

• Adam O.
• Mizzy G
• Gwyn

Going to the movies tonight, first time in ages. And I really have to find a way to see adam (obviously thats what the e-mail was about) I need some way to vist him/hang out and not be akward or the other thing. Maybe i'll plan something for next week.

Also I noticed alot of stuff on this blog seems really lame/mundane/pathetic but I don't care. Getting and e-mail or a hello or whatever else isn't a big deal, but I started this blog to appreciate all the things within life and my day that make me smile or happy. And alot of those things are litte, try it yourself. You will probobly find small insignificant everyday things happen more often and make you happy, dispite how little they mean to others or how ordinary they are.

Neglect no more!

Ok, even the bad days have highlights!!!
Today's Brightest points!

• Todd Ross kicked me in the back with his dirty (and ugly) crocs twice! With Brian's encouragement. But then while we all kept talking he brushed off all the dirt. :3
• Ben was talking to me again :3, in both french and psychology! It was just different.. like the tone and general manner which we used to talk, before and all. It was good.
• Katelyn and Lauren in french, and getting a 25/25 on the round table. Kcam arriving late, and siting next to me was awesome too.
• Gwyn randomly stoping by, seriously nothing makes me feel better.
• Gwyn and i going to SESSIONS for mochas and flaun, ok nothing makes me feel better than that, especially on a bad day :3
• We blasted techno the whole time <3
• And she made awesome spagettie which we went to her house to collect and now i have real food for supper!! :)
• I have a list of todd/katelyn quotes and happy things somewheres!
• Oh and Prepboy randomly stoped by a few nights ago and just talked for 30 mins. Allways like old times and awesome, I kinda realized how i'd forgotten about how much i enjoyed those times.
• Right now i'm talking to my name on Trillian and it's actualy making me feel better. His parental wisdom is not only not giving me a head or making me mad, but i feel good about it

:)

• Oh right! and Christian had a double role today too! In the halls he said hi/made a joke about "jees amanda goign slow enough" well banging into me etc. But in one of those jokes you make to friends way, not the i'm a serious asshole way.
• And he said he liked our animation, dispite how crapy it was.
• Oh yeah, Todd gets another point for positive project comments and making fun of how demented the class was and mentioning our animation in perticular.
• Brian gets another point because he said he wanted one of my grad photos.
• .. I guess I owe Todd a point for this two because he's harrashed about them.

• Edit again, Graeme gets a point because he had actual contact today. Walked by with a pop can while I was working and placed it on the back of my neck. Again, alot of the things today sound like bullying but when you know the people and your me it makes you smile. I basically shows that things are cool between us again (haha lame ass pun!... damn i am lame)
  

I've been gone for a while, but I think I'm back home now

I have so neglected this blog.
I have so many great things written down just about everywhere.

Joyful things:
The PPK
Vegan: The Gathering
Cooking
Baking
Lolo's muffins
Sharing
Talking
Long talks
Sleepover's that allways lead to those long talks
Dancing
Dances
My friends
Moments when you know that they are your friends and they love you.
Hanging out
The boob thread
WetVeganPanties.net (dispite the fact it never got made)
pervy photos
pervy jokes and discussion
Cleaning
getting your list of chores done and ever setting out and doing them (but maybe that's just today :P)
Being vegan, everyday makes me feel so much better about everything around me.
kcam
adam
miku
Todd
T
Apple
Dos
Gwyn
Amy
Lauren
Yas
They all come to mind, god the dance was good dispite things.

Good things

Metal
Concerts
Mosh pits
Shows
Head banging
Friends
Love
Hot boys
Metal Heads
Sexy long hair
Awesome in your face solo's
chilling with the bands
The guitarist who gave us a personal solo
Forgiveness
Thankfullness (Andrew babe you made my night)
Gwyn and her tiny car
Ben
Katelyn
Graeme
Christian
Amy
Dos
Getting along
Having fun
Being friends again

Because I really need it

Miku giving me a back rub in media studies
Mostly everything Todd does
[10:45] Adam: ok, i actually need to go, but i wanted to tell you... i read your last blog post and i don't want you to be angry with yourself. if it helps, you've opened up my mind to vegan foods, especially after those yummy ice cream bars and the various treats you've brought in, over the year. i'd be *far* more likely to eat vegan food, thanks to you. :)
Ben asking and then checking back up on what was up with me (even tho in the end he made it worst that still makes me beleive things are fine).
Kcam taking me to DQ, and circling back a few times to see mike
Geoff stoping by for convo and listening
Gwyn for chilling during third and giving me her full attention
Lauren for staying with me at lunch
My mom for helping with that doomed sewing project I fucked up
Zane (yeah thats right my brother) for lending me his new black shirt for when Dave can't fit into the costume I made tomorow.
Todd again for asking katelyn why I was having a bad day.. during class.. three feet away from me as if I couldn't hear :P
The guy who produced Veronica Mars. Seriously.
Veganism

It's the little things

Small things that allways make my day.
~ Hellos and smiles
~ E-mails from people, the thing that were typed and sent to you.
~ Comments on anything really. Comments are just fun to read.
~ Short stories, fictional writing or recollections. It's allways nice to hear from other people, their stories, lives or work.
~ When someone messages you before you message them. Long MSN conversations
~ Phone calls, Or I guess long conversations in general
~ Flowers.. well because their pretty and I got them once, so their cool.
~ Waves or pasing conversations. For some reason that tiny gesture often brightens my day. who knew.
~ Chocolate.. because well I have ovaries and taste buds.
~ Veronica mars! And sleep overs or just hanging out with friends.
~ Random off hand and unexpected nice comments or jestures. (Gwyn <3's for the soup, Kcam love the flaun <3, Geoff random vists <3)
~ When people are looking for you. Ok this one is weird, but for some reason whenever I run into someone who's been looking for me, I tend to feel great.. maybe it's the timing.
~ Going for drives or walks, once again it's probobly the one on one factor.
~ Dancing, or being asked to dance. Nitro raving all of it, makes everything melt away.
~ Hugs.. because well their hugs and they rule.. I supose kisses fit here too, oh and Lesbian jokes/jesting (Gwyn/Erin/Glue/Amy :P). For some reason joking around helps... probobly the laughter.
~ Whenever I see or hear from people I don't expect to.
~ Home made vegan goodies or crafts, someone cared enough to put all that work into something to give you.
~ Random kindness, you see it once in a while and it's nice.
~ Kittens.. because everyone loves them, and they never cease to brighten my day. Same with my dog and really all animals.
~ Notes, you know those old school scraps of paper where someone uses their hands to write you something. And then gets caught handing it to you or slips it into you locker,pocket, or bag.
~ Letters. Yeah, i'm oldschool like that.
~ Drawings, I love getting them. All art really.

Welcome to 1984

Past memories of enjoyment which never got to see the light of paper:
Graeme saying in the car: That's stupid, why would we go to your house just to see jason and ignore you? It's rude, if I'm going to your house it's to see you.

When Ben said: Why Can't Tessa be more like you?

Every single mention Katelyn give me in her blog <3

The day andrew said I looked hot and was a looker.

The day Lee and Darcy said I looked nice

Mr. Ross saving me food

Lee talking about how sexy my boot where

Andrew buying me said boots

Geoff buying me the knife

Ben after I gave him the knife, saying it was the nicest thing anyones ever gotten him.

Mr. Ross being concerned when I was absent and checking up on me.

Gwyn making me soup when I was sick.

Mike being so thankfull about the flowers

Master getting angry when people made me sad.

Nigel talking to me and trying to convince me not to go to halifax.

Having Ben randomly show up when I was sick, and offering me pop dispite my diseasedness.

Adam's flirting with me.

Adam W "what?!?! not even if I asked you to prom?"