more ppk goodness

and why NeedsMoreSalt shares a very special place in my heart:

[quote=Needs More Salt][quote=B_A_D]What does it mean if you invite a vegan guy you met a few weeks ago out for dinner/ice cream on v-day and you wind up sharing food and utensils/ice cream cones?[/quote]
It means that you're a born risk taker with a cavalier disregard for the dangers of cold and flu season.[/quote]

My biology text books defines Embryo as

New developing individual

Those usually skeevy comments you get on the internet

One was kinda nice.. today.. in a skeevy way:

whats up there little miss with the additude ure to cute to hate life ure just around the wrong people u need to just keep in mind how hot u r and let that make u happy

The spelling was still awful and it was mostly superficial, but people notices status updates and taking the time to reply to them kinda makes things a little better i guess?

yeah, I just quoted myself

(7:54:46 PM) B_A_D: I told myself they are made with ww and tofu.. so their good for me.
(7:54:51 PM) B_A_D: I lie a lot about food.
(7:54:56 PM) B_A_D: it makes my waist line feel better

the reasons to smile keep coming

#278: Random IMs, which make no sense and come with zero explination
(9:27:42 PM) Adam: you're my most favouritest vegan! and that includes joaquin phoenix! though, admitedly, i don't like him. fine, that includes kristen bell!

Things that make the ticking worth it

• My new place and having a kitchen.
• New roommates who are sweet as pie (and old ones that were awesome too)9
• French exchange students who see sunshine through rain and love Joanna's Vegan sauce.
• Accidentally walking in on another french exchange guy sans pants (Not in the way that sounds, but in the joking about it later/smiles kinda way).
• Happy french exchange student who acts like a small child on x-mas when you see him and allow him to use your camera.

photos taken while happy-go-frenchy plays with your camera

• Nooch! and finally having some.

Finally opening old x-mas gifts (Kitchen Gizmos!)

• And when everything FITS in the lunch box.
  

• Being Outed as a vegan via cook book titles, and having it not matter.
• Discussing AR, Veganism with a roommate who asks to borrow a documentary on the subject ^-^

• Physics labs with the old group (minus one) and having Edgar tell me he was mad at me for not being in his bio lab. "So I was sitting there going all oh sweet, Amanda is going to be here awesome. I'll get to hang with her cause I haven't hung with her for a while, like since before break. And woah, wait no Amanda just a bench full of STRANGERS. I am so mad at you, changing your lab time. Shame"
• Possibly having him to change to my lab.
• Oh and seeing Khalid again who is hilarious as always
• Edgar yelling "oh BAM what did I tell you, did you fail? no! Ha! Bam, I was right. :high five:.
• And both gasping at my not-living on campus/shock until I told them I lived one street over and explained about sleeping naked and cupcakes at 4am. CLEARLY superior choices.
• Oh, an obviously having a Kurt Cobain lunch box, and hearing people behind you comment on it.
  

Surprise surprise

School has me down again, I put off doing my chem until tonight where I sat down and went all out for the 3 hour time limit of stressfull hell, not even a 60. A 57.89%, so as predicted I ruined my night and now feel shitty. I hate this, why the hell do a care so much and worst why the hell am I so fucking stupid/bad at this? I know this material, so why can I never get these assignments right?

So now I feel sick, and on the verge of tears (This doesn't make sense, but I can't not feel it and it's stupid). More stress now to do better next time with added stress of only having 3 more tries to get it right.

i hate this, but I don't know what else to do